this time last year

this time last year i was celebrating because my little sister was about to turn 18, i had a huge birthday celebration planned. i had bought her the most amazing present, which i had to layby for almost three months. I had just been to taras party and had picked even before she knew that she was pregnant, and i also was in the process of moving to dog swamp and looking for a house. i didn;t have a car or my license, i had blue... god bless his soul and trev was living with us.

this year, i have a house, a car, a license, two beautiful dogs and a budgie named chip. gareth hasn;t changed and neither has our relationship. (sigh)i have nothing planned for sarah's bday, it will be good enough i just see her, hmmm... since then i have been to dogswamp, quit, worked at shiels, quit, been at morley woolworths and now i am slumming it at dianella. I have lost some close friends, some friends have become even closer. i have made some new friends. I have learnt a lot. but most importantly i sat down and watched 5 seasons of scrubs. thats a lot to achieve in one year, i feel older but definately more alone. Efi and Fluff and Blue died. Three really important pets in my life, they all taught me to love unconditionally and i loved and still love them more than anything. There is still plenty of stuff to achieve in the future, but i must say, this year has been awful busy, mixed up and rewarding at the same time. thanks to those who stood by me, and yes thanks to those who didn't, you taught me some good lessons. Thomas, i love you more every day. know that, because no one sticks by me like you.

Have a good year every body