a little bit of thought to add to the confusion.
Well the last couple of weeks have been shit. i just seem to be in this rut. hello from in my rut. I am just sad, i don;t know why. I had this crazy dream the other day about damien. it was mainly about life. like how one simple decision, made on a whim could completly change your whole life. like if, when i asked damien out all those years ago. he had of said yes, what would my life be like now? would it be different? would i have met gaz? would i still be at school? would i still be at maccas? would i still be with damien? see, bring up old questions is stupid. i have an awesome awesome awesome life. how come im the only one who can't see that. This police officer comes into work and talks to me every now and then. he makes more sense than anyone else at the moment. Life is just about making things simple. Just talking to him makes me smile. He is like 48 and married so dont get any ideas. he is just a breathe of fresh air in this tiring tiring world. There is nothing like a stranger to make you smile.
theres nothing like this numbness
its seeped into my bones.
i miss the times to feel
the times to love
the times to live
its all just happening around me
and im sitting in the stands
and im watching
im watching
my life pass by me,
i want to know whats going on
posted by garethnpam @ 1:29 AM
3 Comments:
Pam Im here if you need me and remember when playing the game of life... you cant win from the stands... you can only spectate and cheer or boo when things are good or bad... the best bet is to get in and start playing cause then firstly you have some control and secoundly at least then if you lose you lost cause you tried and if you win it was what you deserved.
keep your chin up. things happen for a reason. stay proud and try not to let it get to u.
(grom gary, ang's friend)
update ur blog :P slacker!
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