What have i got to lose?

Well, its been a while. And a lot has happened.
I quit a job, found a new one got bored of the new one and went back to the old one just on a lot more pay. I got my license. I'm quitting Dome finally. And joining weight watchers. I have been thinking a lot lately (you do that when you have a boring job) and i have made some pretty massive decisions. I have realised i am not too happy with the hoe hum drum of life, and if im not happy than its something i have to change, I asked myself what makes me unhappy in my life. Well for starters, i am sick of being walked all over, i am not a doormat. I have feelings. So many of my friends seem to forget this, I do not hang out with people so they can treat me badly. We are all equals.I have decided not to take any more of it. So if i stop talking to you. Well you know why. I am so sick of the false pretenses behind some of the friendships i have upheld for years. I am also sick of bitching. pointless bitching. Stop being Chumpy. Stop Whinging, think of the good things in life. Lets talk about achievements and futures... not about who did what and where. It's stupid. Also i am sick of not being in control of my life. Thats why it is awesome having my license. I am going to start standing up for myself. No more being walked all over, especially at home. It's time to start taking pride in what i own. So firstly the dog goes outside. If she is not outside in a week, than i will be getting rid of her. It is too much to deal with getting home from work and having to clean up after a full destructive day of doggy boredom. I understand it is partly my fault but she needs to learn. I should of put my foot down when we got her. Secondly the house itself. I kow im not the only one who cares so its about time all three of us pitched in to keep it clean. i dont care how often we all work. It takes five minutes to empty/fill the dishwasher after dinner. It is time to talk to those who live with me, as they seem to be of the belief it is my fault the house is like this. I may be a woman doesn't mean they dont have to pitch in with the chores. I am just not happy with not being in control of all this. I feel like once i get in control of all of this it will be time to start on bigger and better things, like the front garden. All of it is just a matter of time.
Anyways off to bed
Pamela