some time away..

so i went away this weekend. took monday tuesday off work and went south with mumsy. was really good. we went to peppermint beach near capel and stayed in a massive house. Went and did all the local attractions. Just was relaxing and fun. It was good to spend some time with my Mum. She has an interview today for woolworths karrinyup. Go mum. Anyway... while i was gone...

jesus christ this house has mice. I am home alone and scared.. lol. big strong tom is coming over and we are going to kill them, also has roaches, real real nice. two of pams most favourite things. not.

Anyway, another thing while i was gone. Now everyone understand a bedroom is a private thing right, whether you share it with a partner or not? well my bedroom privacy was violated and i am rather pissed off about it. Maybe im just being stupid. But yeah. it would of been fine if it had of been pre arranged, but there were other places to sleep, we have a 200 dollar brand spanking new blow up mattress for goodness sake. there was no need for it and now im all angry for no reason.

alls i can say is men... think before you do, a womans room is a private thing.

a blast from the past brings a bit of the mushy side

Now i dont know who reads so im not sure if you you've known me for ages or are a recent friend (still valued Tomak) When i was in high school i was weird. Odd is the way to put it, very self loathing and i used to be rather creative in emo poetry writing. Well i find whenever i look into the past i get all soppy about it and dig it up again, so i thought id treat you all to a poem. This is by a guy named godchilde. I used to write myself but i thought i would share his great emo work with you all.

I felt the world stop turning
stand and take a bow
i knew that i was with you
but i'd forgotten how
i raced to the heavens,
i ran to your door
I knew that you knew me,
but i knew a little more

Shut up, Polyanna close your sunshine eyes
cross your arms over your heart
and learn how to fly
sweet dreams polyanna, it's become your time
Your not the sweet im teething for
but still you can be mine

To protect your eyes i go away
it seems ive lost another day
i want this resting dead and gone,
but nothings changing i was wrong,
machines are screeching, wheels will turn
i lie still with you in your dreams
foundations falling the heavens burn
i found that nothing is as it seems

cheer up polyanna you are still in my mind
cross your bones under you head
just be still and lie
shut up polyanna close your sunshine eyes
cross your fringers behind your back
and pray to the sky
look up polyanna its raining for you
wash away old pain
the water makes you new
wake up polyanna all dreamers must rise
wipe the dust and sweat away
and open up your eyes.

that is by far my favourite poem. I saw walk the line today and i have vowed to myself i want to leanr and sing country like. i am enjoying sing at the moment. got a bit of a different style going to normal. Trevor loves it too. haha
anyways, just wanted to share a poem with you