so now its just another lonely day...

I have been thinking a lot lately. did anyone read in the paper on the weekend about the 14 year old girl who died in the drag race? she was hanging out with her older boyfriend. he lost control of the car in a drag and the car flipped. he didnt even have his license. so many useless deaths on our road and people wonder why i wont get my license. if i was responsible for something like that i wouldnt be able to live with myself. it would kill me inside. especially if it was gareth who died at my hand. the guilt would be astronomical. but how young was that girl. i know one of her friends mums. she cant understand how a 14 year old is meant to deal with that. how are you meant to explain to a 14 year old that their friend died because someone was driving like a twit. do you know what he said to his mum when he saw it on the news... its ok mum. shell be at school on monday. Jeez thats depressing. the poor mum of that kid didnt even know she was out with an older guy. thought she was at the movies. i did that so many times as a kid. sorry mum. when i was in year 10 before i met gareth, i was seeing a guy named paul. i told mum i was at taras. and went and stayed at his house. he picked me up from woolies and on the way home he crashed his car. i never told anyone expect gareth. i spent the whole night at his house crying. i hate car crashes but i seem to get involved in them way to often. anyways theres my whinge

housewarming party on saturday will be awesome. just gotta get the house ready. bought loads of food today prolly too much but you can never really have to much if you know what i mean
anyway gotta go cleanout the garage

live n learn yet live n let live

well.. its been a while since my last post. been a bit out of touch because im just settling in and i have been sick. The house is great. Exactley what me and gareth could need. Been spending heaps of time with tom and damo. which is great. But i get sick of having so many people around. It would be nice to just chill at home with me and gaz. I dont mind trev being here... cause trev is awesome. he is like having the perfect housemate. he cut himself the other day it was hilarious. but painful for him. but anyway. i have learnt a lot in the small time we have been here. I never really owned anything before if you know what i mean and i have learnt loads about ownership. I am very proud of my house. I have also realised that you cant rely on anyone else to look after it. No one (other than gaz) has the same respect for it. it bugs me. anyways. i havent seen the girls n ages and thats kind of getting to me. no matter how much i call and stuff. i think i upset them by going to laurens the other day. but she didnt do anything to me. friends are rare and you have to keep them.
anyways im off to bed. next weekend i get a full weekend.
yay

My house!!!

This is our new place. We had our final inspection today here are some piture i took in no particular order.
theres the powder room. the front door.










The main living area and the garage,
















This is the front area they are leaving the potplants, which is cool because its really easy care.

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